HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEBEH !

YAWW AIDA SYAHIRAH ,

hee, happy birthday dude. limabelastahun ye sudah. well , i know kau mmg matang lagi dari aku. ye ye. itu aku sedar. and kau mmg much stronger in terms of feelings lah kan.*lu mana buleh lawan guaa punya yellow belt karate.at least guaa karate , luu renjer je babe. kan kan ? yeahh , kau ni mmg no hard-feelings dohh in any situation. kalau tgk drama , guaa je yang nangis bergelen. luu pulak duk buat muka batu tu. and yeahh , aida syahirah bukan seorang yg cerewet. dia mana kisah kalau dia balik , org tak bwk dia jalan memana. kalau guaa , mmg guaa merajuk lah kann. luu ni baik gilaa duh. luu cakap "alaaa, kesian lah kat mama." well , mmg guaa terasa hina gilaa lah time luu cakap mcm tuu. hee. jk :D

and yeahh budak. keep up the good work genius. maintain 4.0 ye KETUA MENTOR ! luu tayah pkir hal org lain lah. yang penting luu study and make we proud okayy.

well , mlm birthday luu takde kat rumah pulak. tak meriah lah celebrate. btw , we miss your gelak kudaa. and abah will be the person who miss it VERY VERY MUCH !

REALITY !

yawww , benda ni guaa share bukan gua nak perasan guaa hott ke ape dohh. I am nobody you know. I am not your dream girl. because i know my dream boy mmg tanak org mcm aku nii. YE SAYA SEDAR DIRI. itu bagus kan daripada SYOK SENDIRI ? btw ,this is something yg mmg guaa RASA ANNOYING GILAA ! just something to be share and hope this will be changed.

to make it start : pernah tak korg dpt msg from someone yg korg tak kenal ? someone yg number dia tak save dlm phone korg ? for sure lahh pernah kan.yang kata nka berkenalan nak stuff semua tuu. yeahh , same goes to me. adalah beberapa kali. tapi tak lah SELALU mcm korg yg hottstuff tu. YE KORG YG HOTSTUFF TU. YOU AND YOU. okayy , Let me give you the example.

EXAMPLE 1 :

LOSER 1 : haii , boleh berkenalan ?
me : sory , may i know who are you ?
LOSER 1 : ni farah kan ? *watafak , still not answering my ques
me : yeapp. siapa ni ?
LOSER 1 : boleh tak ni nak berkenalan ? bf awk tak marah ke ?

yeah. bila die dah start buat aku rasa annoying gilaa and tanak jawab soalan aku. asyik sibuk nak berkenalan je. MMG AKU TAKKAN REPLY TEXT NI LAHH KANN. NAK KENAL BUAT CARA BAIK BAIK DOHH.


EXAMPLE 2:

LOSER 2 : haii , ni farah kan ?
me : yeapp. siapa ni ?
LOSER 2 : ni LOSER 2. nak kenal boleh ?
me : err hai LOSER 2. tapi sory i tak kenal uu lah. mayb u salah org kut
LOSER 2 : sb tu lahh i nak kenal u. boleh tak ?
me : mana u dpt num i ?
LOSER 2 : Adalah. tak penting pun. *FOR ME BENDA TU PENTING OKAYY.

ini lagi satu yg buat guaa rasa eiuwww , annoying nye dia ni. then nak berahsia pulak. SORY MMG AKU TAK REPLY DAH TEXT KAU.


EXAMPLE 3 :

LOSER 3 : haii
me : haii
LOSER 3 : busy ke ?
me : emm tak lah. why ?
LOSER 3 : takpe ke kita text ni ? bf u tak marah ?

DAN YANG INI PUN. YANG KAU NAK MENYIBUK BF AKU MARAH KE TAK APEHAL ?! KALAU DIA NAK MARAH PUN DIA MARAH AKU. BUKAN KAU KAN ?! SO MIND YOUR OWN BUSSINES OKAYY.


EXAMPLE 4 :

DIA : haii , farah kan ?
me : haii , yeap. siapa ni ?
DIA : ni ***. btw sory i amek your number from ***** without asking you first. i tried nak
mintak sendiri from you tapi i jarang jumpa u kan. lagi pun i segan. HEE :) takpe kan ?
me : oohh , haii ***. sokayy , thank you for being honest <3 *and the rest is history emm mcm ni lahh yg guaa suka. no no no. maybe korg nk ckp "wehh loser gilaa. kau igt kau hot sgt ke org nak buat mcm tu ?" well , suka hati korg lah kan. i loike this way. bukan nak jadi demand. i know everyone have their own way. tapi kalau nak kenal tu , make it proper lah kan. baru both side happy. *if u wanna ask siapa dia ni yg berjaya menge-text aku sesopan ini. the answer is dia. lelaki 3 thn relationship aku . but semua itu DAHULU. thank you.

Justin Bieber

OKAYY. To make it CLEAR, I AM SO NOT A BIG FAN OF JUSTIN BIEBER. I am just an ordinary music lovers who loves to have music in my life except DANGDUT cause it really freaks me out with the GELEK part. EIUWWW. Okayy, back to the topic. Frankly speaking, i really don't have any fav artist. Same goes to JUSTIN BIEBER. While everybody are having BIEBER'S FEVER , luckily i am not. HARHAR. LOL. If u wanna BOO me then GO ON. Okayy , whatever.*tak klaka pun

The story began when my sister bought the justin bieber autobiography book;FIRST STEP 2 FOREVER: MY STORY. fyi, i never knew justin bieber ada autobiography book until the FED EX came to my house yesterday and hand me the parcel. I was like whooaa. Bila masa aku pesan barang dari MPH ONLINE ni. *PERASAAN BARANG TU WAS MINE.THEHE. Then dgn i unwrapped the parcel. Mmg gilaa excited. And i was like WHAT DAAA HECK ?! JUSTIN BIEBER PUNYA BUKU ?! I reached my phone and called my mum. *attempt nak buat cute with the baby voice. LOL. "HYE MAMA. MAMA BUAT APE TU ? BLA BLA. DAH LARI TAJUK DAH. HAA, MAMA! NI SAPE PULAK YG BELI BUKU TU JUSTIN BIEBER? TAKKAN MAMA KOTT." then my mummy said "LAA,DAH SAMPAI EH. TU ALANG YG PESAN TUK KAWAN DIE. and i was like "OKAYY FINE. ARA INGT ARA PUNYA.HEE :)" and the rest is history.

Okayy. Since aku ngn adik aku TENGAH GADUH BESAR SKRG AND DH TAK CKP FOR ONE WEEK, mesti nnt die balik aku tak boleh sentuh ape lagi nk buat buat excited baca buku tu.*I am an EGO-MANIAC :D So aku rasa baik aku baca before adik aku balik. actually tak baca semua pun. Tgk gambar and baca mana tulisan yg dia highlight je. Gilaa kau nak baca sampai habis. TEBAL MAA. SOOO , THIS IS WHAT I GAINED WHEN I READ THAT BOOK.

1. Justin bieber kind of a SWEET TALKER tapi bagus lah kan at least dia pandai nk show his appreciation towards his MILLION FANS. he kept repeating this sentence "I SEE YOU FROM THE STAGE.I SEE MANY BEATUTIFUL EYES. BLA BLA BLA. AND I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, IF YOU NEED ME I CAN CAME FROM A THOUSAND MILES AWAY.*itu kan lyric u smile i smile? duhh. tak kisah lah.

2.JUSTIN BIEBER mmg sumpah syg gilaa fans dia. he said " EACH AND EVERYONE OF MY FAN IS "MY FAVOURITE GIRL" BECAUSE THEY ARE DIFFERENT AND SPECIAL IN THEIR OWN WAY. And i was like(*with my brows raised) "dude , is your male fan your favourite girl too ? hee :D and itu membuat kan guaa terasa macam nak cakap: to say to ALL MY FRIENDS "EACH AND EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS IS MY FAVOURITE FRIEND BECAUSE YOU ARE SPECIAL IN YOUR OWN WAY AND I LOVE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL GOOD. THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY LIFE LOOKS COLOURFUL AND CHEERFUL LIKE THE RAINBOWS (: *p/s friends; I MEANT IT. tqvm. ALEYOUU <3 bukan niat nk copy ayat dia okayy.

3.JUSTIN BIEBER HAS A VERY STRONG FAMILY RELATIONSHIP. He really loves his grandpa*although he is his step grandpa* and his mother. His grandpa always give him advice on what life really look like. He said there are nothing more make him feels happy when he saw his grandpa standing at the door,smiling and hugged him every time he went back home. His mother is EVERYTHING in his life. Since his parents divorced when he was around ten months old, so his mother did everything to make the roof is kept under their head. awww <3 i know every mom will did the same thing. Okayy. His father. Eventhough justin doesn't live with his father, but their relationship is still good. In this book, he mentioned about his father too and said "thru this book you can see how my father really inspired me not only in my life but in my music too." AND THIS IS THE SWEETEST PART ! HE HAS ANOTHER SIBLINGS who are his step brother,(sory i can't remember his name) and his step sister,jazmine. they are from his father another marriage after his mother. Although, mereka mereka itu hanya lah step sister and step brother dia. he said " I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR THEM. AND I AM REALLY HAPPY TO HAVE THEM IN MY LIFE. I REALLY WOULD LOVE TO SEE THEM GROWING IN FRONT OF MY EYES FROM TIME TO TIME. BUT I HAVE ANOTHER COMMITMENTS. THE ROAD TOUR AND ETC." aww <3 ayat itu hampir buat guaa nangis luu tau.SHESH. and guaa rasa whatever happens to justin bieber, no matter comes hell or high water, he will always has his family on his back (: and the reality that i have been watching lately, ramai org tak boleh accept their step-siblings. and i was wondering, WHY ? What on earth are you sampai susah sgt nk terima keluarga sendiri ? they still have blood connection with you kan ?

4. Justin bieber first single was ONE TIME. i thought it was BABY. thehehe (: and justin bieber first met usher at the parking lots !

5.He didn't pass his driving permit test because he was so sure and too confident that he can pass the test He was too excited to drive his Land Rover i think.THEHE. and the good moral story especially for me who going to have the JPJ test NEXT WEEK ! avsgadysgdwfdrs. TAKUT !

6.lastly, he thanks his fans for making this small town dream comes true (:

well, actually byk lagi yg nk cerita. tapi dah tak larat nk type dah. it took me one hour to wrote this because i am forcing my brain to remember what i read yesterday. org dh lama tak paksa otak mmg lampi sikit kut. hee :D

*When you see many bad things happen to you, always remember there are always laughter at the end of the road.

for more, buy and read the book ! RM 74.90 at MPH!

Umm, this april you are coming to Malaysia right ? Well, here's A BIG HELLLOO from Malaysia. Have a nice stay (:

MEET MY BOYFRIEND, PETER GENE HERNANDEZ :)

*With just the way you are,count on me,grenade,talking to the moon and now MARRY YOU !

his stage name is bruno mars. hee (: dh kenal kan skrg ? menipu gilaa lah tak kenal bruno mars. umm well kalo dah berangan jadi boyfriend tuu of course lah im A BIG FAN OF HIM kan ? walaweyyy , his songs mmg sumpah SWEET GILAA doe. menipu lah siapa yg listen to his song tp kata lagu dia biasa je. HECK. bt ada a few exception lahh fr MY SISTER AND ALIFA SHAHIRA dorg dua mmg tak reti nak hayati lagu. adik aku tu mmg hati batu. ifaa takut nnt kalau feeling gilaa dia nangis. ngek je. Btw ,siapa jd girlfriend ke wife die ke sumpah beruntung KOTT ! this april his coming to MALAYSIA ! tp ticket concert dah habis. NAK TICKET TU ! AAA , can someone help me ? can ah ? and now i was wondering IF I HAVE BOYFRIEND , can my boyfriend be that sweet ? aww <3


DEAR PETER GENE HERNAND ;
yesterday i fell in love with your songs,
and today i fall in love with you !
THANK YOU fr those inspiring songs that makes me feel im worth living <3
ALEYOOUU !

i HATE drama ! do you ?

TAK TAK. ni bukan drama yg ada dlm reality life sb rebut bf ke harta ke kawan ke. THIS IS ABOUT DRAMA SERIES KAT TV ! FARAH DAYANA skrg mmg tak suka tgk drama sb nnt aku akn cpt gilaa nak nangis bila part sweet ke gado ke dera ke. Mmmg senang gilaa nk nangis skrg ni. haiyoo. ape nak jadi doe aku ni. meh aku bagi contoh yg gilaa; haritu teman my adik bwt HW die yg berlambak nk mati. so while waiting ape lagi , tgk tv lah kan. then ada cerita adamaya kat tv3 after nightline evry wednesday and thursday. time aku tgk tuu adam ngn maya tgh gado. and tak taw apesal aku bleh nak nangis lak time tu. sedih sb nnt aku tkt dorg divorce sb dorg npk SWEET GILAA dalam drama tu. OOHHMMMMJAYYY ! BONGOK KAN ? and yeah aku bertambah-tambah senstive bila time tuu. okayy itu normal. tapi tak kisah lah. i hate crying so i hate drama. crying npk mcm aku ni lemah gilaa kan ? NO WAYYY MANNN ! and yeahh part part yg sweet couple mmg PALING DIELAKKAN sb tak nak teringat. gilaa lah. everytime tgk part mcmtu mmmg bergelen air mata rasa nak kuar. and everytime i saw ny guys wearing cap mesti aku teringat dia. WALAWEYY ! MMG SUSAH NAK MOVE ON KAN ? *okayy skrg npk mcm desprate gilaa aku nak kat dia balik! tapi MEMANG TAK LAH ! YOU HURT ME TWICE OKAYY ! GOODBYE !

I LOVE LEBAM !

lebam,bruise is the same. hee, i dnt knw why im so excited bila ada lebam. suka gilaa tekan tekan lebam tu sampai jadi purple. then , bila tekan tu sakit die. aaaa , sedap ! jerit pun puas sb campur ngn gelak sekali ! kalau dh dpt lebam tuu , nk simpan lama lama. tanak bagi hilang. i dnt knw why. GILAA KUT ? hee , kalau kwn aku ada lebam , i always wish they could transfer that to me. IM LOVIN IT (: oh and yaa ! alifa shahira suka lebam too. and if one of us dpt lebam , we became soo soo excited nk tekan tekan ! so, mmg berebut lah kn nk tekan. and just now , aku cerita kat ifaa yg aku ada lebam. and she said "wehh transfer kat aku. aku dah lama tak dp lebam." hee . sory ifaa. its my lebam. it just a small lebam bt i love it anyway.

HATE YAWW

WEHH , tak bleh duhh tgk kau ada org lain. im trying to hate you bt i cant. im trying to forget you bt it hurts me. KENAPA NI ? haiyoo , maybe that 3 years relationship isnt easy to be forget. bodohh lah kn ? dulu aku tk mcm ni doe. sometime , aku motivate tasha bila dia ada probs. tp nk self-motivate diri sendiri pn tk reti nk buat kaa ? heihh , yg si A NI PUN LAGI SATU. asl gf baru kau sbuk nk stalk fb aku ah ? takut aku nk amek kau eh ? pesan kat die itu cerita lamaa okayy. tau lah kau dh hott. byk awek nk. blah lah wehh -,-'

im loving you tonight and still loving you everynight (;

right now ..

i hate this situation and i RIGHT NOW i want both of you to learn from the mistake and let go the EGO ! pleasee , im begging youu. and PLEASE NOT POINTING THE MISTAKE TO THE OTHER SIDE. and please behave like an adult . can you ? NTAH PAPE LAH KORG NI. SERIOUSLY.


emm , and RIGHT NOW i really need somebody to talk to. but RIGHT NOW you are not there for me. THANKS );

AM I LUCKY ENOUGH ?

this morning dgr hot fm and suddenly they played this song by jason mraz and colby. oohh dh lama tk dgr. dulu , this sing means nothing to me. just sing without understanding the lyrics. and pagi td listen to this song again and the lyrics really caught me. and almost make me cry. why ahh ?


Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh





btw , today i went to mcD fr my breakfast. the chicken rice shop fr my lunch and mcD again fr my dinner. aiyoo , kalo mcm ni hari hari gemuk woo.

GILA SHOPPING ONLINE !

yeay ! finally , i dpt pujuk my mum to increase my allowance. thank you mama (: and now pujuk abah pulak. heeee. tp tanank pujuk skrg. sb nnt mesti kena blk. td he spent almost 100 fr my clothes. hee , thanks abah ! finally , i got the lace blouse. yeayy. lawa gila kutt. thanks to eightdesign boutique too ! and skrg tgh aktif usha oldblossom punya blogspot sb nk beli bag die. lawa lawa. bt suddenly bila i tunjuk to my sister , she said "eiii tk lawa lah" we do really hv different taste. beza taste kitaorg mcm langit ngn bumi kutt ! then , she suggest me to hv a look kt lovebags punya web. mula mula mcm pandang rendah kt kakak aku ni. eii web tuk kaduk mana lah die nk tunjuk kt aku ni. and bila die tunjuk , ammaaa lawa siot beg die ! so skrg tgh confuse nk beli kt mana. oldblossom ke lovebags ? nk DUA DUA ! tp kalo mama tau , aiyooo.. so , i decide not to be too greedy ! pilih satu dulu. next month beli lagi (: emm and yeahh last night jumpa lg satu blogspot. thecococloset.blogspot. and guess what ? MURAH NK MAMPUS KUTT baju baju die. and i gone crazy again. heihh , dugaan. and i found this baju. tie me ape tah name die. tp baju tu mmg aku cari ! pergi TS hrtu cari tk jumpe. my sister pergi sogo and jalan tar pun cari tk jumpa. almost give up ! then , bila jumpa ni bersemangat balik. yeay. and i can get it fr RM39 only ! my sister said market price normally RM45>. so , ape lagi. i want to grab it ! tunggu allowance masuk and i will straightly pergi order. please do reserve fr me!

em em nk share one recipe my mum br ajr td ; roti gardenia yg butterscotch tu we try to put margerine on it. then , toast fr around two minutes. sumpah sedap ! and bau die satu rumah kut. bau mcm kek baru nk msk tu. em em and kalo nk lg sedap , can put a little bit honey. mcm makan pancakes mcD woo ! try it (:

a story about a stalker

i knw this girl. okayy lah. tk rapat pn. bercakap pn buleh kira berapa kali je kutt. but hmm org tk carik psl ngn kita, kita pn alright jelah kn ? till one day , my friend tegur , "eyhh beg kau lebih kurang beg die lah" and mcm mcm lg lah benda yg nk sama kn. mula mula ingt coincident jelah. malas nk fikir bukan bukan. Then, baru baru ni my friend bgtau "wehh , dia bwt nama sam dgn kau la.." wtf lah kn ? benda tu kira coincident jugak ke ? melampau lah tu. gila babi aku tertekan lah org mcm ni. lawak ah wehh. tk malu ke ? okayy fine. aku tau lah tht name bukan ny register kt under aku sorg je. everyone hv the right to use it. bt minah ni guna aku tk leh terima betul ! sory bt i really hate stalker. go and hv your own life lah , babe.


p/s: sory. dh lama tk updated blog and suddenly i start it with this stupid story. BENGANG !